Rumours are awesomely powerful. Oh. I can still hear my heart being twisted, slashed by the samurai sword, and the sword is twisted and turn till I can barely breath just because of the stupid rumours. Today is really tiring. Emotionally. Very awesomely tiring. Even tears were shed.
Why must that person start this stupid war between the classes? If I know who you are, I’m gonna hunt you down and kill you. I don’t care if I go to jail or what, I don’t give a damn. What is it that you want from us? You said this, you said that, just to make us look bad. And you even dare to use my friend’s name just to accomplish whatever you want to accomplish. You female dog.
My tears doesn’t fall that easily. But today, oh the emotional wave. It hit me like crazy. Those who saw what happen at the church, hush. I trust in you. Keep quiet. You did not see anything. You see nothing at all. Case after case hit me. I stumbled. Mind you. I don’t easily stumble. Is it really that important to you (that female dog who started everything) to ruin our friendship among the classes? Do you know how it greatly affect us and everyone else? I’m writing here as if she would read it. The pain.
The pain of being back stabbed is really painful. I can hardly breath after being back stabbed so many times. Even if some of the were rumours, oh the pain. I can hardly describe it. It’s too painful. People should never experience the pain of being back stabbed.
After all this, I realised something. I’m very fragile when it comes to my friends. I can fight back if it concerns me and me only. The more people that I love involved in it, the more fragile I become. The feeling of protectiveness is very strong.I can’t help it. I am a Cancerian, you know. And I know, should I fight back, it would only make matters worse and I will end up hurting the people I love. I openly declare here that my weakness is the people whom I love. I don’t know how to say it works, but it does. So to anyone who hates me (don’t know who you are bo. How? Tell me lah. Haha), I openly tell you here my weakness ah. Don’t say I don’t have weakness. OH. And only cowards would attack my loved. Knowing I have a lot. And only cowards would want to use other people’s name and spread rumours. Damn you. And so I shall end this post with anger, sadness and whatever sort of feeling hit me today and yesterday.
February 18, 2009 at 5:51 am |
Eh, new blog??
February 18, 2009 at 12:05 pm |
Aih… sorrylah… ku mk tukar blog gk… buang nk lamak pun… hahaha
February 18, 2009 at 11:12 am |
tauk tauk bah sharon ya.. haha. tok blog nya yang KETIGA. haha.